The awkward beginning

So I don't mind if she is with other people. I hope we have a deep friendship out of this. Its a weird thing we've had, but I have a strange and deep understand for another human being. She also just happens to knock my socks off. She is gorgeous, curvy, erotic, cute, seductive, submissive, dominating and a riot all rolled into one. It just sucks because she raised the bar way too high for any girl to ever compete. I know she wont say the same about me because my fantasies were a little on the strange side and I dont think they catered to her, but I might be wrong. She was very good at fulfilling them. Maybe through all of this she still will. I guess we'll see.