Kinda close

You are wrong, you don't know how I feel. You don't know what I experienced over the last year and a half. I don't feel any different than the day I met you, and you aren't any difference from the girl I fell in love with. I wish you would stop denying things because you think it's easier for you. You can't tell me you arent ready to be with anyone, but then say you wish I was moving to Chicago. I don't know why you refuse to be with me, but you want to be with me. Moving to Chicago would have been the worst thing I could have done because you are still so immature and selfish. I gave you everything you ever wanted, including your divorce, and now you are sad I left. You are very unhealthy for every person around you. You should let me go because that is what a divorce is for. Its not suppose to bring us closer together. I gave you all the time in the world to see who I am and what I've become, but you didnt believe that I had changed. Now you've seen that I wasn't lying, and I've become something you want a part of, but its probably too late. You should have trusted me because all I was trying to do was trust you. G'bye Bonnie